stop hating me

so you probably clicked and went to my blog to send me hate.

okay, it was wrong to call austin carlile arrogant. i apologize for that.

but what is achieved by calling me a dumb bitch and blowing up my ask? yes, i insulted someone you look up to, but is it worth trying to make me, a single insignificant person, feel like shit and spamming my ask? what i said won’t make you like him less. it won’t make him less famous. so why care?

also, you probably took my “part of the appeal of a band” comment out of context. look at your own blog. you probably have a tag dedicated to the band member(s) you think is most attractive. of course, appearance isn’t everything and it’s not the ONLY important thing for a band (that’s why i said PART OF, not ALL OF. language is great, isn’t it?)

please stop spreading it around. it was one comment. most of you have said you were picked on or bullied. how is this different? oh right, because you’re not the victim, so it’s okay.

i am so sorry about what i said. i feel so bad about it. at this point, since you all are spreading it around and insulting me and my family and my music taste, you’re just aggravating the situation. i tried to apologize, but no one wanted to recognize the fact that i did make a mistake and i said i was sorry. i had to change my url, my icon, my theme, everything. so i hope you’re proud of yourselves.